private thoughts

stupid title... why did i post these if these were private... stupid title... stupid me? hihi...

i don't really buy that thing. i'm not thrilled with that idea and i get annoyed... almost disgusted when i hear it.

i also get annoyed when i see that same scene everyday... it goes on for hours... arrgh... hello?!?!? are they all like that? i thought this one was different.

i'm sorry for that... and saying that and thinking that way. i guess i shouldn't have but i can't help it. and now i feel guilty.

i'm really hoping that something will push through on january =) hihi... crossing my fingers tightly.

touch move... it's always touch move arrrgh...

i'm bloody doomed for the next month... doooooomeddd!

pretty soon, i'm bound to think that way. i SHOULD think that way.

i'm starting to feel it... and i hate it when i start feeling that way... 'cause i tend to NOT do anything about it.

stupid title

i don't want to be a housewife... i see things i'm not supposed to see... i think of senseless things i'm not even supposed to think about. i don't want to be idle again... argh...