fifteen days and sighs

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yesterday was sixteen days. logically, today marks the 15-days-to-go day! yahoo!

it was also yesterday that i made a promise... i will never sigh again. when i became a support some 6 months ago, i acquired all the negative vibes i could get. and a very obvious indication was: i sigh. whenever i could. they are loud, disturbing sighs. and i always hear, "ang lalim nun ah!" from anyone who could hear me.

i sigh when i'm tired, i sigh when i'm sleepy, i sigh when i cook... i don't necessarily feel burdened when i sigh... especially now that my job is in a more relaxed pace. it has just become a habit, i guess. a bad habit.

last night, i was a bit tired and awfully hungry at 9pm. i was still cooking adobo. i was sighing every now and then. ashley noticed. "wag kang magbuntung-hininga. think positive!"

yan. that was my eye-opener. i wasn't aware that it was disturbing. i wasn't even aware that i was sighing! sheeesh... talk about bad habit. i'm probably adding negative energies to the universe! i'm sorry, universe! aura cleansed, and the environment will follow, and the entire universe will follow too!

from now on, no more sighs. unless, of course, the situation badly calls for it. :) (hmmm, which is like, when?) this is my pre-christmas resolution!

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