kinasal na si puppy love

just browsing through my friendster list and i accidentally saw my ex-crush's pic... WEDDING PIC haha! i was like "huwaaat?!? he's married already?". and then i started to recall that it was with him that i experienced my first head-over-heels-infatuation and really super serious crush and real kilig factor chuva. the kind of feeling na you ask yourself the one-million-dollar-HS question: "can this be love?" bwahahaha! i was 17 then! and he was this bait cute guy na "crush" ko.

i remember my brother and i used to have these code names. i think we called him electric fan. so when win goes home from play, he used to report every electric fan contact... like "ate, nakita ko si electric fan. kinukumusta ka." or "ate nakita ko si electric fan nag basketball." and then i would squeeze him for more juicy chika. he would just roll his eyes with disgust... brat! haha!

and how could i forget the day he gave me 3 (what were those?) aaah! lanzones! para daw i love you bwhahaha! syempre kilig naman that time diba! hehe! and there was a time when he dropped by after basketball nila... tapos mega smile at pa-cute labas lahat teeth. funny, his braces were dangling loose from his teeth. i asked him "ano nangyari sayo?". he seemed really embarrassed. natamaan daw bola sira braces and he forgot about it. duh mega ngiti pa sakin! at kinilig naman daw ako! haha! susme! plus the ultimate kilig moment was when he offered a ride (mga 10 mins. lang hehe) home from church (i was with win). and do you think i said no? haha! grab agad! haha!

after being kind of friends with him, i don't know how we drifted apart. there just came a time na parang nawala na lang sya bigla... ah i guess nung nagsara yung tindahan namin, i rarely saw him na. i just felt really awkward and shy about the crush thing and i avoided him when our paths crossed. the last contact, i think, was at church. and because i'm still shy about it, it took me 1 million watts to force myself to look his way, smile, and offer him the sign of peace.

i guess the only time i got over the crush thing was, when i started working siguro? when i saw him super rarely na talga. and lamo yun? parang corny na kse di mo na nakikita haha! di ka na kikiligin. and i saw him siguro mga 4x a year lang sa church (pero kilig pa rin pag nakita)... haha my puppy love is now a daddy! =)