battered

tired at work.
traffic.
inching my way to a a place i temporarily call home.
i'm facing the opposite direction of the moving bus and i'm typing on my phone so i feel dizzy...
but i key in the words anyway.

i THINK i'm FEELING sad.
i FEEL i'm only THINKING i'm sad.
i'm hoping it's the latter.

i feel i'm forgotten.
i feel i'm ignored.
i feel i'm taken for granted.
or am i the one forgetting, ignoring, and taking people for granted?
or maybe i'm just being in a selfish mood?
i bet everyone has something crazy to think about.
maybe not crazy at all, but still, something.
my point is, the mind could never be in a vacuum state... maybe.
and my mind is full of crap right now.
i want to rest.