on war of the worlds...

hehe... well, it wasn't really one of those days that i would like to remember. but every memory, good or bad helps shape whatever you have in your being.

literally, there was a war of the worlds hehe... two worlds, that is. semi lang. oa naman ako you know. minsan kahit super babaw, e nagiging gigantic sakin hihi...

watched uaap with (or without? hehe) mike. i felt goosebumps just watching the opening ceremonies and feeling the oh-so-high school spirit of everybody there. i was among the adamson crowd hehe wrong gate... good thing the family beside me were clapping for my team... heck, i clapped with them hihi... kahit na 4 lang kami cheer for my team, at least i was not that alone.

and then... off to another war, we watched the war of the worlds. i know almost everybody didn't like the story... but heck, i think i liked it! yeah... i think it's great. i dunno if i'm just mababaw or it's really good.

that day... hmmm... revealed a lot of firsts. i know i don't always speak or yell out what's on my mind, but i always strive to be honest on how i feel... one way or another. i know it shows in the way i act... i know i make "certain" people crazy the way i shut myself out and just play dead and numb... or maybe enforce "certain" people to play guessing games with me... but you could never deduce anything from me if i opt to shut myself out... until, of course, i'm ready to spill it all out.

and if in the process, i was able to somehow hurt somebody's feelings, i'm deeply sorry but that was how i felt.

i'm ok now... we're ok now. i just felt the urge to speak out how i felt that day. =)

i'm so A-ok... in fact i can't wait to see you hihi...

it's kuya's birthday tomorrow. well, we're in the midst of another war... i'm in another ipit-na-naman-ako-session (i'm not complaining) and i don't know if i could manage to resolve it tomorrow, but i'll try my best. after all there's only 4 of us left and i don't want to disrupt the harmony of what i call the perfect family (for me, that is). panindigan ang pagiging middle child, mediator, barangay captain, lawyer, na nasa gitna ng anumang sigalot... asus ano raw?

it's a fine day. =)