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happy birthday sa lola ko sa mindoro nung dec. 8. mami yan ng mami ko. happy birthday, lola! labyu! see you next summer!

happy birthday din pala sa pinsan ko si ate aileen nung dec. 9. first cousin ko yan sa mother side. happy birthday pinsan!

chaka pala birthday din sa pinakamamahal kong mikey nung dec. 10. hamberdeybebe! labyu! babuy! lab mo ko?

tapos, tapos, si aira birthday din nung dec. 11. gf ng kuya ko yan. happy birthday, girl. fly high. be happy.

isa pa sa dec. 11 yung first cousin ko rin sa father side si ate elaine... preggy na nga pala sya, first sa camacho cousins na preggy.

tapos sa dec. 12 naman, syempre mami ko. pwede bang di ko batiin yan?!? happy birthday, mami! love ya so! mwah!

tapos last na.. may time pa ba? last na. yung inaanak ko sa dec. 13. si brenna. happy birthday brenna!

* super last na... si lola floring pala death anniversary rin nung dec. 10. rest in peace lola wherever you are! miss ya! mama ng papa ko yan.

uy may isa pa pala... sa dec. 14 birthday ng pamangkin ni maricor, si lance. happy birthday lance. makulit yan na cute hihi.

yun lang po salamat!

someday ni nina

Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this though my eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the best guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
Someday someday

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

maganda sana ang melody. sinulat daw ni nyoy para kay nina. hindi masyadong angkop sa kanila kse sila diba? pero bakit ang sad ng song?
akala ko nung una, it's a bitter song... tipong guy leaves girl and girl is in the process of healing. hindi pala. parang nagbabadyang mag byebye si girl pero bumubwelo pa lang hehehe. di pa kse kaya. parang... hintay ka lang... soon... kaya ko na. hehehe. coolness. pero ang sad. :(

ending the year right

our house is a mess. we had a picture taken in front of the house some weeks ago, and in the picture, we saw a house that looks dilapidated hahaha. more like a haunted house. so my mom thought it was about time to have the front part fixed. the plan was only to change the ceilings since they were kind of dangling loose. also, the walls and roof have to be repainted because what's left of the off-white paint is just off LOL.

a can of worms was opened, though. and a simple repair isn't going to happen. apparently, the whole of the roof/ceiling part must be changed because termites left merely a skeleton of the supporting lumber. sheesh. so there, for more than a week now, our front yard (?) is a complete mess, just in time for Reming season (may their souls RIP) i guess. a few more pieces should be in place this afternoon, and then just the paint and we're ready for the christmas decors.

while we're at the mess part, we're also trying to get rid of the clutter inside the house. i rummaged through my closet this morning and i filled a whole trashbag (size: large, color: light yellow) with rubbish. i can't believe i've been keeping those trash for almost a decade now. some notebooks date back to high school! some were notes during college and some were from spi. i'm really a sentiment freak. i don't even look at them, why keep them? i say throw them all away. my neighbor knows a recycling shop nearby so all those junk will have a bright future ahead of them. good for them. :) and good for us too. just a good way to end the year. rubbish-free. :)

if not time, then attention... if not attention, then what?

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