at about 1230 this morning, i received a rather surprising message from someone who's obviously sorry for what he's done in the past. i guess i wasn't the only one who received that message, right? i mean i know it's addressed to a number of people.
of course, my sympathy and loyalty is still with my friend, and i still think he is a jerk (i'm not sorry for feeling this way!), but i have to say i salute him for sincerely admitting that he was wrong and that he'll never love again like he loved her. well, no matter how sorry he is, it can't bring back the past and now he has to face the consequences.
sometimes, i wish we have this control z button in our lives. if we've done something nasty, hit control z and remove all emotions and memories from our being... start anew, and everything will turn perfectly well. but life just doesn't work that way, dear. he seems really sincere and bothered though. =( i didn't reply. i'm not in the position to reply anyway...
2 years ago
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control-z... yes, god should have made a control-z. yun nga lang, i'd probably be hitting it every other day hahahaha.
o nga e, kakagulat yung text noh? yup had to admire that he knows he's wrong and he's admitting it. the first time i read it nainis ako -- is it some sort of ploy to get the friends on his side? he must be pretty crazy if that even came to mind.
actually, i did reply. and when he replied back i'm glad to know that at least some part of him knows that he needs to move on, and he isn't going to get any sympathy from any of her friends. (ano sya, hilo?)
but being the weirdly optimistic-pessimistic person that i am, well, i'm sure given time, everything will be okay again. it probably will not be as it was before, but i'm hoping we can all look back at this as a learning point in our lives. (gawin raw bang case study ang buhay ni best friend!)
ok. i put two and two together na. bat ako hindi pinadalhan? (ay feeling close). well, if he is the person that i'm thinking of and the friend na sinasabi niyo is the same friend i'm thinking of (oki, nakakalito na sinabi ko)... hecks, he SHOULD be sorry for what he did!
same as caths, my loyalty is with our friend. he is a total jerk after all he did to her. and the nerve for sending a txtmsg! wha... not only our friends heart was broken, in my part, it broke my trust in him. dang. i trusted him to take care of our friend (i think all of us did) and what he did is unforgivable! (ok... i'm fuming na... meds hinay-hinay muna)
seriously, guyz who just can't keep their pants on and mind intact should be castrated!
i love your comments! haha actually, i was anticipating and expecting these comments =)... haha! sooner or later...
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