Thursday, October 14, 2004

OA queen

i'm having these chest pains again... i feel it when i inhale, like big needles pricking my heart. i wait for a couple of seconds, and try to inhale again. basta it's like a pinching feeling and i can't really breathe well. basta masakit since early this morning pa... why? am i dying soon? sigh...

just in case, i have an "exit letter" for you guys:

dear ma, kuya, wawin, and friends,

i want you to know... i love you all and i treasure every moment i had with you guys... you all made my life extraordinary.
thanks for sharing my short but meaningful life with me. I thank God that our paths have crossed; it made me realize that life is really wonderful.
thanks for all the heart aches and pains, without them i may not have been a complete human. thanks for the countless laughters and smiles, these all graced my existence.
if i may have hurt you sometime in the past, i now say i'm sincerely sorry. please forgive me. and i now forgive all those who have hurt me.
if tomorrow, i may not be given the chance to see the sunrise again, i have cleansed my heart and i have expressed my love to all my treasures in life.

love,
caths

OA no? geez! hormones! haha!

8 comments:

Mizz Cleo_Kizzy said...

meron ka ba ngayon? ur wayyyy too dramatic... and scary. why say such things! you've got a longgg way to go.

p.s. baka naman constipated ka kaya ganyan ang feeling mo? ;-p

awi said...

awwww so sweet :-x

hm, if the chest pains keep continuing, maybe you should go see a doctor (provided you live through the night -- which of course you would!)

i don't think you'll be dying anytime soon (ang mga masamang damo tulad natin, di agad namamatay :p), but it doesn't hurt to have yourself checked so that salamat po duktor can give you a clean bill of health.

anyway, i think what you wrote shouldn't be an "exit letter", but a "confirmation letter" -- something you should let your loved ones read time and again so that they for themselves can confirm how much you treasure them just as much as they treasure you.

kitty_caths said...

haha tama kayo... i'm still alive yahooo! hehe oa lang talga ako... yeah tama ka kizzy.. hormones waaah! pero parang kinukurot pa rin ngayon. =(

an yup allen i should probably see a doctor instead of being so OA haha! =)

awi said...

good to know caths! hehehe. i want you in good condition.. kasi pupunta pa tayo sa blueballs and climax towns ni kizz! hahaha!

Mizz Cleo_Kizzy said...

lol. hindi pa talaga nakakalimutan ni Allen yung trip ha! ehehe. pweds ba wag na tayo punta sa virginville? we've been there all our lives! hahahahaha

awi said...

of course di ko makakalimutan! yun ata yung trip kung saan naexcite ako (pun intended hahaha!)

oo.. wag na virginville. sawa na ako sa sights dun (actually, the LACK of it haha!)

gawd.. lumalabas ang pagka-lewd ko. hahaha, kinakalat ko sa ibang blog, para di obvious. nyahahaha!

kitty_caths said...

haha! funny talga mga reactions nyo! =)

sige bago ang virginville, (parang binobroadcast na natin ang ating status my goodness! haha), please ituloy muna natin ang baguio ok?!? miss you guys!

awi said...

naku.. mauuna na ako sa baguio ha :p punta ako with the fam this weekend. wish me luck! sana makakita ako ng boylet dun na super yaman at super in love sa akin na magpopropose at mapapayag ang dad ko at di ko na kelangan magtrabahong muli! tapos babalik na lang ako ng manila pag may mga gimik. nyahahaha!