can't sleep

i slept early last night... and now i can't sleep... why?

had a 30-min nap at 11pm. susme tama bang mag nap ng 11pm? ang alam ko sa nap e... mga lunch time ganun ba... good luck kung anong oras ako makatulog!

found out i have 10 bruises on my legs, mostly on the right hita. 1 lang sa left. talgang binilang ko raw! i don't know where i got them... oh no not another paranoia attack haha! no more!

heart beats a little fast na naman. dunno why either. stopped drinking coffee na nga e... tea lang is that bad too?

a little bit sad... thinking that it will be a cold christmas for nanay and ivan, knowing that daddy's not around too...

wishing i were a fairy... then i could make everybody's wishes come true =)... but you have to go through this process: you have to submit some forms, i'll review them, ask counsel from God, and approve or disapprove your wishes... swhing! =)